Gyps. Thats OK I don't watch South Park much at all, but it's one of the few I seen, plus one of the writers is an ex LDS.

I'm a patient person. It has a lot to do with, why I went to chuch for so many years, until I knew it was either true or not.

My belief system. It's been in the making all my life, and still under construction.

I don't belive in the Bible, as I feel the Big bang is more realistic than Adam and Eve, and the garden of Edan. The world was not made in 6 days, as it is still storming and forming; Hawaii is living proof to that. So if the Bible is not true, and there may of been a man named Jesus who did good things, but he was only a mortal, and not the child of a sprite. Thus when he died, he become compost, and did not go and walk on the Americas.

But there is something, and this is whats still under construction. The brain is a marvelous working muscle, that still to this day, we still don't know how it 100% works. it has abilities we don't understand. So I can understand, how a thousand yeas ago, people come to the conclusion there must be a god.

Example: Being a survivor of torture as a child, it was tuff. The struggles I had to endure. when I was in my mid 20, I started to get truly bad pain in my joints. This was in the 80's when Oz was in a recession, so I lost my job, and lived in the bush where work was not in abundance.

One day I got home, with truly heavy feet. I had had enough of life. I feel to my knees, and begged for help, to whatever. I said if my life was like this at 40. I'm so turning the lights out. I gave life about 10 yeas, to change. I'd already been working at it all my life. I asked for love and security.

I few days latter. I knew I would have both, but not together. I've never herd a voice, it's just something I knew. Just as I used to wish on a star, and ask for my soul mate. Where is he. Can I meet him, if he is a long way away, so I know who he is. and one day I just knew he was in Russia, and one day we would meet. This was 1989. I did not know it would not be until 1999, that we got to meet.

I also knew I had to move to Melbourne, and away from the bush to get work, and I said I did not now how I was going to be able to live in the city, and study to, to get work. I just knew it would work out. Well I come to melbourne to find a flat, and I meet an American. I did not know it then, but my life just changed.

So to cut a long story. I moved to melbourne, went to school, and in time got work, and without any struggle. Life was being kind to me. But I did not know how this Russian was going to fit into my life.

In 1999. We met, and truly enjoyed our time together, and I already knew things about him, that got his attension, as it was imposible for me to of known them. I was so happy and content. I was secure in my life, and now in love too. I was the happiest I had ever been.

Then one day my world fell all around me, and it took many years to get over it. he told me just a few day before Mothers day, that he would be back home in Russia for Mothers day, for good. I went into shock I think. My world just fell all around me,and I did not want him to go. But More important. I did not want him to forget me either.

I wanted him to know all I had told him was true. Funny he already did. How I remember looking at the sun, and it was so big and low, and even walks in the park were stopping to look at it and going wow. I talked to him about things, that were yet to come. all around my Birthday. The first was of that year of 1999. i told him a bulding in Moscow was going to be blown up, and I said the same for the next year, and he was like oh no, pulse the City goes into lock down.

Then I got to my 40th B'day of 2001. he said to me oh no, please no more for my country. i told him oh no, not this time. next time will be in the USA. I talked about New York. I just seen this building just fall in my head, just fall. i asked of him what would do that. he said a bomb.
I said: No to low. but we moved on. I told him oh, America will know this as September the 11th. But to me it will be my 40th B'day. The 12th, and when I awaken on my 40th B'day. The world would of changed.

Well I talked on the net, how the world was going to change on my 40th B'day, and we should have international beer drinking day on that day, as everyone will need a drink. You can imagen all the ridicule I received. But I would not back down.

I also had an incident where I had to take me employer to Equal opportunity. I got the cheque, so after we had a meeting, to resolve things. The company were upset about loosing. The big boss said to me: pattison I find it so hard to belive you. I flipped as I had not lied. So I said: I'll give yo something hard to belive. I told here what was to come to pass on my 40th B'day. and stated There will be no B'day party, no cards nothing. She said. You are being foolish to give up gifts. No interest, no part was my reply. told her. i was sorry she had to wait until next year to see I was being truthful.

September the 11th 2001. I was on holidays, and it was a grand Spring day down here. I was having a drink, and my boss called to see if I was doing anything the next day. i said NO! I did not either. When I went to bed on 11.09.2001. The world was the same.

But........when I awoke on my 40tj B'day, on the 12th. America was on it knees, and the world was in shock. The world had changed. All I said had come to pass, and my man in Russia was numb from shock. When I left this job. They gave me almost 20 grand, to say sorry,and that shocked many.

So from my time as an LDS. I know this is the job of the president, of the church, and not a little homosexual priest like I. So this really was the beging of the end for me being religus. I don't recall the Pope, the LDS President, no religus leader warning the world, of what was to come. yet I first talked about it, in may of 1999.

But yet this is an ability I had from a young child. I just wish I knew how it worked. Oh a lot of religus people would try to tell me, that because I'm a fag. it was the workings of the devil. I roll my eyes.

So what I belive in, is still under construction. But it has nothing to do with religion!!!!

Now for the Aboriginal Dream Time. Now from what I just talked about, there may well be something in it. But I don't get into all of it, and it has nothing to do with religion either.