every religion has some story that is hard to believe, science has a lot of storys that you (you spesificaly) would bot be able to even begin to wrap your head around if you dedicated the rest of your life to doing so, ever read anything about string theory, coliding super strings in the extra universal plane of "the multi verse" ?ever try to do any 11 dinention mathmatics? sounds prety fucking insane to me, man those scientists must be making it up as they go along.

the point is, the mormon church is a religion, an organisation of peaple based around the concept of FAITH.

IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE, IF IT DOSE NOT RING TRUE FOR YOUU, THEN FINE. (OOPS LEFT THE CAP LOCKS ON)
maybe some other path will work beter for you, and i wish you all the happyness and luck in finding your path in the world.
and if along the way you find some other peaple who agree with you, who are on the same path as you, then great. i'll see ya in the afterlife and we can debate it ther wer some concrete answers might actualy be availuble.

i respect your belifes and disbeliefes, i'm asking you to give me that same respect.

i'm a mormon, stoped going to church becals seeing bigets and elietist yuppy pricks get leadership positions, and dishonest cocky closminded young men get sent on missions was more than my faith could take at the time., but never stoped being a mormon. i live my life the way god intended, that dosn't meen the way you would like me to live, and probubly not the way the average mormon would reconend i live it, but i pray, often, and i learned a long time ago to distingwish between having a crapy time becals of a member of the church, and having a crapy time becals of god.

if i understand your intent corectly, then you are not fixing anything, you are just becoming the opsosite twin of what you dislike, two rongs don't make a rite.
i know it's hard to separate out in your mind, but maybe you don't need anything from this place, maybe you're just coming here and saying things like this becals you are looking for some stupid pety revenge, or maybe you're one of those peaple who can't wrap around your head the idea that "whats rite for one mite not be rite for everyone" or matbe (this is the one i leen twards with you) you need to just learn to forgive your self, love your self for who you are, stop judging your self and stop blaming your emotional issues on a church and start taking responsibility for your own danm feelings.

if everyone in your life had acted exactly the same and treated you exactly the same, and your life had been no difrent as far as your emotional development only nobody you had ever met was mormon, do you think you would maybe then be able to realise that the individuals who hert you wer responsible for ther actions that they wer the problem and not religion or god?

peaple do some stupid stuff somtimes, say hertfull things , make bad desitions . then some of those peaple use religion as ther excuse for it, and peaple like you buy the excuse and get mad at religion for motivating these peaple to do these awfull things.
but the truthe is that if religion wasn't around they would just come up with some other excuse, sycology, science, patriotism, whatever,

have you ever read anything about the social cercumstances and mental health polisys in urope in the 17 and 18 and even the early 19 hundreds? ever read anything about any of the things that the nazis did in the name of science? every see any documentarys on the mcarthy trials?

stop blaming your sadness and internal conflick on god, and stop pretending that religion is somthing enherently bad or limiting or hertfull just becals the peaple you wer around made it that way for you.



but i don't know you well enuf, i've just known a bunch of peaple who acted like you, and what was under thewr hats that kept them from leting go of ther prejudice and ther bigotry.